When He Won’t Let You Go (Bang Yong Guk from B.A.P)
Requested by anon!
I’m dead tired and this is probably complete nonsense.
You had just started to doze off on the couch when you heard your front door slam shut.
You sat up quickly as Yongguk dragged his feet into the living room. You stared after him forlornly as he threw his practice bag haphazardly on the ground and continued on to the bedroom without acknowledging you. Like every day.
“Hey!” You called out to him hopelessly. He didn’t respond. Like every day.
You couldn’t remember back to the time when your relationship hadn’t been like this. A time when he wouldn’t be gone before you woke up and then be lugging his body back home at two in the morning. You felt betraying tears fill your eyes.
You adamantly blinked them back, stood up and walked towards the bedroom with purpose. But once you saw him lying down on the bed you were unsure of what to do.
“Yongguk,” You whispered loudly. He groaned and turned over to face you.
“What?” He grumbled. You shifted on your feet.
“Are you…are you sleeping?” You asked hesitantly. When had things gotten so awkward?
“I was,” He growled, “What do you want?”
You ignored the tone of his voice. “You didn’t eat. Aren’t you hungry? Do you want me to make you something?”
“Not hungry, no, and no,” He answered listlessly. You took a deep breath, not willing to give up.
“Maybe you should take a shower, then? You’ll feel refreshed.”
“God, can you stop?” He snapped suddenly, fixing you with a glare.
“What?” You were shocked. Had he ever spoken to you like that?
He sat up and turned to face you. “This. Can you stop this? I come home ready to drop dead and all you can do is nag? Just shut up.”
Once again, your eyes stung with tears. Funny, that the day he was actually talking to you, it was like this.
“Can’t we talk?” You asked desperately, although you knew it was pointless.
“I’m tired,” He said shortly. You sighed and rubbed your eyes. You went to your closet, pulled out a suitcase and started throwing random articles of clothing inside.
“What are you doing now?” He asked, annoyed.
“I’m leaving,” You replied.
“What? Why?” He asked, suddenly sounding urgent.
You turned to face him. “I’m tired too. I don’t even know what this is anymore, Yongguk.”
“This is a relationship,” He stated, his eyes wide, all sleepiness completely gone.
“A relationship?” You mocked, “Where we cooperatively live in the same place together?”
“No,” He said slowly, like he was explaining to a little kid, “It’s where I love you and you love me.”
“Love?” You scoffed, “Where was this love the last few weeks? Months? Tell me, Yongguk. When was the last time we had an actually conversation? When was the last time you kissed me? When was the last time we went on a date?”
“I-“ He was standing now, looking slightly panicked. “I don’t know.”
You sighed and shook your head before dropping the shirt you were holding into your suitcase. Yongguk immediately walked forward and started to pull out the clothes you had randomly thrown in.
“What are you doing?” You asked angrily.
He fidgeted with one your scarves in his hands but his expression was assertive. “You can’t leave.”
“What do you mean I can-You know what? Never mind,” You retorted. You grabbed hold of the other end of the scarf and tugged it hard, but it wouldn’t budge. “Give it back,” You ground out.
“No,” He said firmly. He tugged the scarf forward-and your unsuspecting body with it as well.
Before you could push yourself off his chest, his arms wrapped around you and pressed you even closer.
“Let go,” The menace in your voice was muffled by his t-shirt.
“I’m not letting you go. Let’s go on a date tomorrow. Let’s eat kimbap. And cheap ddeokbokki at those street strands.”
His arms around you tightened as he felt your tears through his shirt. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for what I did. I’ll treat you better, I promise. I’ll call you so much; you’ll get sick of me. Just please, don’t leave me. I need you.”
You pressed a kiss against his chest. “Alright,” You whispered.
He carried you to the bed and for the first time in a long time, you slept in his arms.
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